My Authentic Self pt.1

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Written By Mystic MacFinnian

I’m on the Queer spectrum. I’ve been on that spectrum my entire life but due to upbringing I was conditioned into believing I was straight for way too long. There were times that I was considered “boy crazy” and I was because I was unsatisfied and trying to find a way to fill space that within me. Since coming out so much more of my life makes since. My coming out was mostly to myself because the people closet to me had been waiting a long time for me to know that about myself. I’m thankful they allowed me to go through that. It was months of back and forth in my mind before I turned to a friend. I asked her about the feelings I was having about this beautiful scared being that bounced into my life and sang with such beauty. I had been obsessing over, having feelings I’d hadn’t allowed in before. I didn’t think it’d be fair to act on it since I was soooo straight. My friend told me to go ahead and tell this person my feelings and that she was so happy I had these feelings. Which was not the reaction I was expecting. This led to many more conversations with my friend before I got the courage to tell that person how attracted I was to them. The simple act of knowing I was queer was enough for me. I was going to be happy even if I never slept with someone because I knew who I was. This had been the conversation I was having with my crush were having before they kissed me.

I’ve gone through many stages on my Queer awakening. When people would ask me what I was, and me not fully knowing or caring about the label. I’d reply, “I didn’t come out of the closet to be put in a box.”

I really wasn’t sure what I was. First thought I was a Bi woman, then thought I was a lesbian, now I’m sitting in a place of being fluid nonbinary. There’s a splash of pan in there as someone’s energy is very important to me. I still don’t want to be placed in a box and I will answer to all pronouns, They/Them being my favorite.

Recently, I was informed that someone I hadn’t spoken to in at least 6 years doesn’t believe my queerness, that it’s fake and just a phase. It’s not the first time I’ve heard this, but I’m still mystified that they have these stories about my life. These are people on the queer spectrum and whom I had thought had a very close relationship with, that they knew who I was. I don’t care the reasons they’ve created this delusion and are wanting to hold this story about me. Their stories of me are valid only to them and they can have them. I know who I am and that’s all that matters. It’s unfortunate for them to miss out on the amazing person I am.

Mystic MacFinnian

Mystic MacFinnian is an Intuitive Mystic, Practicing Reiki Master, Space Holder, Tarot/Oracle Reader and Plant Medicine Worker. They are a Healer for the Healer, Light Worker, and Light Walker community. They are the Storm that rattles the dark to bring what’s needed to the surface to create reflection, change, and balance for those looking for it. Using their intuitive healing gifts, they create a safe healing space for you to set down your worries and heal. Working deeply with the Earth, the Elements and their ancestors, they ground with you and bring you into alignment with the rhythms of the Earth.

Nature has been their teacher and healer since they were in elementary school. Running about the school yard identifying plants, their medicine, and making different potions. Following their intuition, they found breathtaking, peaceful, natural wonderlands when they needed a break from society to rest, recharge, and relax.

Ireland had been calling to them since they were 6 years old. Finally, preparing for the trip at the age of 31, their life shifted completely, they experienced the Tower Card in real time. The Universe, the Ancestors, and Spirit cleared all the things that were no longer serving out of their life. Lighting the path to the Light Wisdom.

After their last trip to Ireland, the ancestors were clear, they were done waiting. It’s time to write the messages the world needs to hear for healing. Weaving in ancient wisdom of their Irish Ancestors into today’s world they are one of many bringing the Light Wisdom out of the dark. They created a Healing Healer blog to share that Light Wisdom. They are also working on bringing community back to Healers, Light Workers, and Light Walkers, first with a community support page on Facebook and plans to expand into other platforms to create real connection. The intention is to have a community that supports, guides, and celebrates each other free of ego, pride, and greed.

Mystic MacFinnian has been building their spiritual healing skills and techniques throughout their teens and 20s. Learning first the art of meditation and Tarot Oracle readings. At 27 healing Sweat Lodges sparked a fire in their soul and they started the spiritual journey of becoming a Fire Keeper.

They started taking their spiritual path seriously after their life went into chaos. They took a break from healing others and focused on healing within. Through their quest to travel to Ireland and their Reiki One - the Foundation of Self-Care they were able to spring back from the pits of despair and advance finding their own way into the healing realm.

Mystic MacFinnian went on to becoming a Practicing Reiki Energy Master, knowing that becoming a Master just means that they’ve agreed to continue to learn and grow on this spiritual path. They also became a Prana Touch Healing Practitioner, working in Plant Spirit Medicine they create healing intuitive teas and oils. Their practice Bloomed into Intuitive Readings using Tarot and Oracle cards as tools to receive direct messages from the ancestors, guides, and angels.

“My ideal client is a healer, either beginning their spiritual healing path or having an existing healing practice to help others for years. Clients should have an open heart, mind, and be ready for change. Ready to continue the healing work.“

Mystic MacFinnian has been trained in Shamanic Practices but was directed to change paths to that of a Mystic. A Mystic works in the patterns and rhythms of the web of life, knowing all life to be sacred, and sees beyond, to witness all perspectives and weaving them into a pattern called for at this time.

https://www.mysticwisdomhealing.com
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